Right now. Right here at only 8 weeks till my high school career is over.. I am hyperventilating. I'm losing it- I really am.
I'm trying to figure out my dreams... plan out my life, my career. But have absolutely no idea what to be.... So I am going to write a list of all the things I want to do. Hopefully that will make me feel better.. Cause right now I feel like I'm trying to run straight, but end up running in circles...
I want to learn to sail a boat... I know that has nothing to do with my future career plans, but I can't see any kind of future career plan in this fog of emotions.. so I want to sail a boat.
I want to go to Scotland.
I want to help the kids in Africa.
I want to go on several mission trips.
I want to write a complete book and get it published.
I want to get married and be madly in love.
I want to grow SO MUCH closer to God.
I want to have at least 4 kids... Okay, maybe six.. Or more.
I want to learn Greek and Spanish.
I want to adopt kids.
I want a garden.
I want to see a revival in the country.
... Okay. I just got convicted.. I have a lot of selfish "wants" in my life. God, change me into a selfless person.
